Tis the night before the night before new year

I’m sitting on the banks of the Vaal river. We just put #BabySesame to bed and are preparing to take in the night. It’s a serene little camping spot. Idyllic.

I’m so chuffed with my frame of mind right now. Not on the edge of the ledge. Not stressed out. Just chilled. And I know my family appreciate it too.

My mental health is definitely on the agenda for the new year. I’m going to start seeing Hymie again. Resonance Repatterning. I need some kind of intervention.

I think it comes with the territory, but #BabySesame has really been trying my patience lately. Yes, I think it comes with the territory. She is a precocious three year old.

And perhaps, my reflective mood has something to do with the time of the year as well. I mean, it’s the night before the night before. And then the dawn. 2020.

My cousin said that it takes a year to launch a podcast. After a year of blood, sweat and tears, one should be able to see returns. I’ve been running Spudcaster for over a year now.

And, I am starting to see the ROI. Return On Investment. I look back on the past year, podcasting, and I see many rookie mistakes. Things I wish I had done earlier.

But there is a lot of growth. Things I thought I wasn’t capable of five years ago. It’s awesome!