This web master business is not for the faint hearted. I just realised that I had forgotten to unblock my blog posts. For days I was wondering why they weren’t getting as many hits. Alas. The happiness engineers know me well. I’m sure they laugh about me around the water cooler.
I laugh about me. And I don’t even have a water cooler. But my web game is getting stronger and stronger. My audio editing skills are sizzling! I am taking my time this time around. My old mantra that I worked best under pressure, meant that I spent many a late nights editing, fine tuning, perfecting.
I am more measured now. More patience. It’s quite beautiful to witness how all the different elements come together. I am so excited about this podcast. And then I’m geared up for the next one and the next. I feel like a choir master, conducting a masterpiece of my own engineering.
I had a rather unfortunate falling out with my web and graphics person. Over money, no less. Increasingly, my crutches are being snatched from under me. At first, I flounder, unsure of how to carry on. But slowly as I start doing, it gets done. I still cannot code or design graphics, but I stick to what I know I can do.
Affirmations. Affirmative action. That’s what I need. Constant reminders that I’ve really got this. Every day, and in every way, my life is getting better. I am brilliant. I am bright. I am a radiant being of light. Good things always happen to me. I’m always in the right place at the right time. Breathe in unconditional love. Radiate unconditional love. Salah.